Will You Cheer For Me?

The mood is low, can't concentrate on my studies,

I'm feeling like crap, labelled depressed by my buddies.

My heart palpitates, when I think about the test,

I'm seething with anger, maybe release is for best. 

 

I've tried it before, and failed spectacularly,

Can get aggressive in no time, do self harm regularly.

I act out often, can be defiant and stand up, 

Or drown myself in alcohol, wishing never to wake up.

 

I can't for the world pass my exam, I don't care, whatever, 

This failure won't be unique, isn't my future bleak forever?

There are many problems in my life, too heavy to be shared with others,

I don't know how to solve them, is death the only solution brothers?

 

I'm emotionally wrecked, behaviorally not good, cognitively I've got myself stuck in a trap, 

But this too shall pass, just stay by my side, and I'll give you enough reasons to cheer and clap.